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[Tuesday
March 21st, 2006
11:02am] |
I don't want somebody to love me
Just give me sex whenever I want it
'Cause all I ask for is instant pleasure.
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[Thursday
December 1st, 2005
11:55am] |
I don't want this.
I'm sick of being second best.
I'm sick of crying.
I don't want this fucking disorder.this disease. this plague.what ever it is.
I want to be normal. I want to be able to talk to my friends without constantly worrying.
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[Tuesday
November 15th, 2005
4:46pm] |
so bobby came over to fix my computer.
the modem thinger got uninstalled, and i haven't the slightest clue of what my ip address is, so i have to wait till matt can come and fix it.
desiree got like chemical burns in her eye or something. so she's all messed up.
uhm. that's it?.
k.
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[Friday
November 11th, 2005
3:33pm] |
i spent the night a nikkis last night.
so of course. tons of fun.
then she cut my hair . we talked intill late. then passed out. woke up. molly came over. cut mollys hair. dyed mine. mollys hairs wicked cute. now idk what were doing.
mmm youuu <333333
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[Thursday
November 3rd, 2005
11:28pm] |
boys are over-rated.
you're still amazing.
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[Wednesday
October 26th, 2005
7:11pm] |
i guess i missed that everyone get a new best friend memo. Best friends are overrated.
and my best friend, doesn't even know they're my best friend.
im tired and irritated.
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| no school for me today. |
[Wednesday
October 26th, 2005
11:11am] |
I need to start figuring out what im going to college for.
you know, if i make it out of highschool.
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| please lie to me. just tell me anything |
[Sunday
October 23rd, 2005
6:08pm] |
saturday kate and i went to the hampshire mall. as always. nothing to spectacular. went to eat blah blah. we need something else to do. next weekend we're going bowling. haha.
alright.
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[Friday
October 21st, 2005
12:44pm] |
mm. half day. going to the movies tonight with kate, kianna and monique. i think but im not sure. im skipping a gbdl show, again. geezums. i think im going to take a nap. but im not sure.josh is hurrr...
haha.
whatever
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| ill be napping on the couch when you get home. |
[Wednesday
October 19th, 2005
9:24pm] |
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died.
.I'm going to update this more, and use complete sentences.
josh and bo left a little while ago. josh got something removed from his neck or something yesterday therefore hes not working all week. so he'll be here. he basically lives here. And Bo. sometimes i wonder about that kid. uhm yeah. we joked about him having crabs tonight. it was fun. i enjoy his company from time to time. Maybe well play yahtzee and he can teach me texas hold'em or whatever and ill teach him how to use the computer. Sometimes i wish i had a brother. but i suppose josh will have to due.
school tommorow. should be a wicked easy day. holdens first day back. we wont be doing much. he'll spend 40 minutes telling us about his surgery. then in english we're making games. health is..health. gah. hopefully roy thinks of something to distract her. history is..history also. eherhe.
friday. half day. mall? with kate. and tiffany. i think. saturday kates house since noones there all weekend. gbdl show? if i feel like it. who knows. sunday. kates probably. itll be nice to have an entire house to ourselves. thats all.
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| oh my goodness. |
[Tuesday
October 18th, 2005
7:22pm] |
::tiffany grabs a piece of candy::
Me: Indian giver.
Tiffany: Nicholle thats soooo second grade!!!!!
Me : Look who we're talking to.
five minutes later..
Jay :: INDIAN GIVER
hahahaha. oh.ilovemyfriends.
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[Tuesday
October 18th, 2005
10:22am] |
i did my current event for history.
on neo nazis.
which is now my new favorite phrase.
neo nazis.
lovelovelove.
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[Thursday
October 6th, 2005
8:10pm] |
plans changed.
friday. mall with tiffany
saturday. football game with tiffany. gbdl show. yesss.
sunday- Kate day
monday- staceys party thing.
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| warped tour. |
[Tuesday
August 16th, 2005
11:09pm] |
okay. i went to bed around...4 am. got up at 6. did my hair. make up. left the house around 8 30. got to kates grandmas. they werent up yet. got them up. she did all her stuff. we left at about 9 30. got stuck in traffic.
the traffic:
it was aweful. some kid mooned me. he needed to get his butt waxed. real bad. then everyone was cutting everyone else off. i was bored. so i called matthew mahoney. to see if he was going. turns out. he was going alone and in traffic too. so i was like sweet.
got there. so muddy. took off my shoes. we missed atreyu. ran into bethy mcbeth beth. caught gbdl last song. saw sara motherfucking duhler. love her. kristin left early :/ didnt get a chance to meet her. um. andrew tried to sell me a gbdl cd. and then was like HEY BRENDEN ITS NICHOLLE. oh wow. im at warped tour. amazing. So then i walked away so i didnt hurt him. Its funny cause i remember brenden was like ' he'll never be in my band i dont even like him' whatever people are gay. um. so i didnt say hi to justin because he was with andrew. sara of course, had to talk to eric. so we stopped him. got cds. then saw chuck brunswick. i adore mike wimer. so cute. um left there. saw the delegates, the band kate and i met at the mall. saw hawthorne heights.mest. then went and met matthew. he went and saw..some band. well kate and i saw avenged sevenfold. then we went over to meet matt where motion city soundtrack was playing. kate and i go seperated. people stepped on me so much they pulled my socks off. then some dude pushed me into the little moshy thing they had going and after a few seconds of being pushed around. i was like. wtf. so i started punching people till they let me out. which took like 5 minutes cause they couldnt comprehend i wanted out. my hair was holding up pretty good till that. fsedhgiosd. stupid people. they like threw people instead of like..passing them well they were crowd surfing. i got kicked in the face once. didnt hurt.
i have a completely new view on moshers. theyre not as..dumb as i thought i guess. now i just know punch them. they go away. kinda. or it give you like. a second to move away.
I saw melissa. =).
um. then. we brought matthew home. and thats it.
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[Friday
August 12th, 2005
12:21pm] |
I want to grab you by the arms and kiss you so hard.
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